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We wait patiently for our destiny


Patience. We wait. We bide our time. Working diligently even with our faults. Own it and move on. No one is perfect. Just own it and move on. πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’›

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a movie, wait, I was in a movie! haha, and I had to get permission all the way up the chain at the Sheriff's dept for the TV film crew to do some of the little bits I used in this little clip I made.

You know what? No one cares about that. What do they care about? How do I make THEM feel when I talk to them? Do I look them in the eye and LISTEN to what they have to say? Or when they email me do I really read what they wrote? Do I care about their struggles? Do I ask how they are?

I know I'm busy and I don't have time to check up on everyone, but if they email me I email them back.

I can't take on a "project" and make them do what they need to do to succeed.

But I am here.

But still, the memory of having to go up the food chain at the Sheriff's office so they could film me on patrol and on the range, that was a fun accomplishment. Not everyone will applaud your accomplishments. Some won't like it at all. Some will tell you it was no big deal and you are nothing special. And for the most part, nobody cares (except maybe a few very close to you). You have to do what you do with the passion in your own heart without needing approval.

The waiting game is long and hard.

Like Jenia said in the Nibbles group this morning, No it never ends. I had the worst day ever yesterday for so many reasons. You are a strong woman Jenia and you got this. I always have to remind myself that it's not actually the end of the world even though it feels like it is. Left foot, right foot, that's how we do it. πŸ’”πŸ’šπŸ’”πŸ’šπŸ’”

The kitty (Randy named him Creamy) and Randy woke me up at midnight from a deep sleep I desperately needed to rescue him way up in a tree. Then I used the adrenaline to finish a homework assignment due and replied to Robin with a loopy message I could ba